Why do you have to be so stupid? Why don't you have any priorities other than stupid shit school classes? Don't you know that you're credit card and school loans and everything that you need money for isn't going to pay for itself? Why do i have to be the bad person that has to tell you and yell at you about reality? Why aren't your parents doing it? Why are they letting you ruin your life? All i want is a future with you, but the more I look I only see it slipping further and further away. I just want to be like all of the people I know that are happyand are actually going to be with each other in the future. It's not fair that everyone is getting married. It's not fair that they're happy. It's not fair that you're happy ruining your life and that you don't care. It's not fair that I have to be like this. It's not fair that I have to tell you. I don't want to feel like I don't want to be with you. I don't want those feelings. I don't want you ruining your life financially anymore. It's keeping us apart. I don't want to be apart. I wish I didn't have you so i didn't feel this way. Maybe if I fell in love later in life it wouldn't be like this. but i can't change that